Don't have much time to write this- have to start closing up the store soon, but I had the urge to update for some reason.
The past couple weeks have been nothing short of eventful, emotional, and trying. Even yesterday it seemed like everything anyone was holding inside of them couldn't stay in anymore, and we all let it out at the exact same time.
Everything, for me at least, is completely up in the air. Every single relationship I have right now is changing, without eggageration. It's like i'm having very serious, life altering conversations with everyone close to me. We're becoming more adult versions of our friendships, I suppose- a segway into how they will probably stay for a very long time. I've been waiting for that adjustment for a while now and for some reason i've felt more diplomatic about it all than emotional so I don't know if thats good or bad.
One thing i've learned is that everyone is confused. No matter how much they seem like they have it all together or how much they try to tell themselves they aren't-myself included. All I know right now is that I know nothing about whats going to happen, && I haven't been happier. Every day I get more proof that everything does happen the way it's supposed to. If I hadn't gone through what I had, I wouldn't have made the decision I did. Without that decision, I wouldn't have met half these people that have changed my life. Especially you. :)
Ok so i didnt say much of anything, but it's time to go. kthnxbye.
I need to stop shopping.
17 years ago
